Summer Break

-Sa ngayon, hindi ko na naiisip si Aries. hindi dahil, bakasyon pa rin hanggang ngayon at wala pang pasok......kundi ..... ayaw ko na siyang isipin.

- Sa lugar namin, somewhere dito sa Quezon City. may mga lalake akong nakikilala.
-yung iba, nag serve sa Church malapit sa amin,
-yung iba, contruction workers dito sa amin,
-may mga nagtatarbaho sa pabrika at may nagtatarbaho sa ice cream factory.

-pero teka lang! hindi po ako flirt! ehehe! hindi ko po sila mga boyfriend. just friends lang....

- Time out muna ako sa lovelife ko.

-Speaking of "Ice Cream Factory", may isang guy doon na natatangi ang kaguwapuhan at kakisigan. itago na lang natin siya sa pangalang " Raymond". si Raymond ay isang 5"5 in height, maputi, medyo chub at ka-look a like ni wu chun. mga nasa 30 yrs old po siya at straight guy.

-minsan, naiinis ako sa kanya kasi.... pa- cute kasi isya masyado. balita ko, babaero yung lalakeng yun at napapansin ko ngang lapitin siya ng mga babae sa aming baryo.

-Minsan nga, nakainuman niya si papa, sa kapit-bahay namin, tinitigan niya ako. ayaw ko nagang tumingin sa kanya kasi.... na coconcious ako at baka isipin niya, gusto ko siya. Pero huwag kayo, tinititigan ko siya ng palihim, few blocks away sa window ng bahay namin. hmmmmm! ang gwapo niya! sabi ko. kaya lang.... ano ba ito? parang inlababo na naman ako! haist!

Minsan....

Minsan, sa pakikipag-txt, hindi mo alam.....

Nagmamahal ka na pala!

Kahit hindi mo siya nakikita

Pero na isip mo ba?


Na sa pag-ibig.....


Hindi naman mata ang humuhusga


kundi puso diba?

Bakit?

"bakit kailangan ko pang magpakatanga para manatili lang siya,.......


kung makakakaya ko namang sumaya at tumawa nang hindi ko siya kasama?"

hanggang kailan ako magpapanggap?

yan ang tanong ko sa sarili ko, kasi pagod na ako eh......pinipilit kong magpaka-lalake, maging matatag, maging malakas, pero alam ko sa sarili ko. im a bi. natatakot nga ako, one day, malaman ni aries ang totoo, kasi, pakiramdam ko, nagdududa na siya sa gender ko. i don't know wahat i'm going to do. kung mangyari yun, baka, pandirihan na niya ako at kalimutan na niya ang friedship namin...... :-[

I wish, I wasn't......

didn't love you boy..... sabi ko sa sarili ko. ewan ko ba? kun bakit kung kailan ako umiiwas sa kanya tsaka naman siya lumalapit...... oo, kaibigan ko siya..... pero bakit ganon? bakit mas gusto ko...... mas higit pa dun......? ewan ko..... di ko maintindihan ang sarili ko....." ano ba xavier! umayos ka! 2010 na! kalimutan mo na siya!." sabi ko sa sarili ko. para kasi akong tanga na uaasa sa kanya eh may nobya na nga siya.

I Wish I Wasn’t – Kyla

I Wish I Wasn’t – Kyla

im home alone again
And you’re out hangin’ with you friends
So you say
Somehow I know it’s not quite that way
It’s getting pretty late
And you haven’t checked on me all say
When I called you didn’t answer
Now I’m feeling like you’re ignoring me

[Refrain]
I wish I wasn’t that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[Chorus]
I wish I wasn’t in love with you
So you ain’t fair the way you treat me
No you don’t deserve me
Wasting my time thinking ’bout you
When you ain’t never gonna change
I wish I wasn’t in love with you
So I wouldn’t feel this way

When you touch me my heat melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that’s why I’m so mad
Now I’m drowning in disappointment
And it’s hard for me to even look at you

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]

Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain’t feeling that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding
And you’re treating me like your enemy

So leave me alone
Don’t want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from
This house is no longer your home
You are not welcome no no no mores

[repeat Chorus]

Happy New Year Boys!

-eto po new song ko na pam-aprty ehe! ;-]

Tik Tok – by Kesha


Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I’m out the door, I’m gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
‘Cause when I leave for the night, I ain’t coming back

I’m talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes,
Boys blowing up our phones,
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don’t stop, no

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop, no

Ain’t got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain’t got no money in my pocket, but I’m already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I’m talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin’ to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don’t stop, no

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don’t stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don’t start ’til I walk in

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don’t stop, no

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I’mma fight
‘Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don’t stop, no